The-Dream: I "Tried to Take My Own Life" Over Christina Milian Split
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The-Dream says that he attempted suicide in the wake of his "failing" marriage to Christina Milian. In a lengthy blog post Friday, the music producer (real name: Terius Nash), 32, opens up about his sudden split from Milian, 28.
The couple wed in a quickie ceremony in September, with a lavish Rome ceremony in December. They welcomed daughter Violet in March. But on July 10, a photo surfaced of The-Dream, 32, nuzzling his assistant in the Caribbean; that same day, a rep claimed the spouses had separated late last year.
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"I've cried about this for months, after interviews, after prayer and I've tried to take my own life at a point because of the failure that was looming," Nash writes. "This is not to justify anything, it's true emotion! It's a real thing that involves real people!"
While he declines to go into specifics about their marital problems, he says, "It's easy to say that it's because of another woman or a new relationship but truthfully, IT'S NOT."
"I take FULL RESPONSIBILITY for misleading everyone into thinking everything was fine and okay when we knew problems existed for awhile," Nash writes. "I would NEVER intentionally hurt a soul and everyone around me knows that! There was so much going on in me and Christina's personal world that I tried to deal with it as delicately as I could and tried to regain my footing."
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He continues: "I am Human and people fall in and out of Love all the time... This is Life. Nothing’s promised or perfect, neither am I. I am not proud that I lost something we once had...LOVE!"
"I'm sorry for the embarrassment to everyone involved! If there's anyone to blame and you can't fathom this happening, please blame me and me alone for not being upfront! Even though we were trying to overcome personal things between us, I was just simply scared and embarrassed to let everyone know we WERE FAILING and HAVE NOW FAILED!"
So far, Christina Milian hasn't addressed her ex's recent blog post. On July 12, she tweeted, "Whatever you think, believe it." As recently as late June, she referred to her husband as "my boo."
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46Just plain crazy! Does not make sense.
She had a (producer) boyfriend and left him for this guy. Not saying she deserves whats happening, but when you make stupid choices you have to deal with the stupid consequences. Hopefully she finds a real man that doesn't take her for granted. She's been through a lot in the past years...
Obviously didn't try hard enough A**hole!
The dream is a pathetic TOOL. All he is doing is damage control,his other interviews show the type of TOOL that he is really is i.e. not helping his wife with his daughter. Pictures speak a thousand words and those of him frolicking on the beach with his not in the least attractive assistant says it all!The Dream is a first class Imature Creep and seriously needs to grow up and act like a man!!
@Providence Girl where the Fu@k are u from. @Anonymous you said it all.@kim no one is posting in the streets.lol. @ The Dream go ahead and commit suicide.
July 17, 2010 - 10:39pm Shelly Says: Who are these people? I've never heard of either of them? Why is this any kind of news? -- Then WHY are commenting? You could have just went to the next story...
full of $h!t. is it possible to loose even more respect for someone? what an @$$.
Okay, maybe this is silly, but I counted at least five exclamation points in his posting. And it sounds to me like he's trying a little too hard to get everyone to believe he feels so bad about the end of his marriage. Marriagss fail, I get that. But he sure didn't look too damn suicidal when he was playing around in the Caribbean with his so-called assistant. My mother ocmmitted suicide, so I know what "suicidal" looks like. This is just a ploy to get people on his side, and it's pathetic.
Who are these people? I've never heard of either of them? Why is this any kind of news?
The name he calls himself is beyond stupid. He ex wife is beautiful.
Tried to take his own life? Please, he gets no sympathy here. Anyone that is struggling over a break up and try to take there life over it, isnt seen days later frolicking around with another woman. If it was that bad to where he wanted to do that, he sure did re-coop quickly.
@J.Armstrong -hahahah! so true! i mean jeez o pete, that asst is almost as big as khloe kardashian.
Suicide attempt, huh? Maybe he tried to hump himself to death with his big butt assistant.
Don't nobody need to know what happened in your marriage EXCEPT you and your wife. These celebrities are stupid to be posting their business out in the street.
Sorry...not buying what he's trying to sell.
He is so phony it's disgusting!!!! He looks like a bigger idiot now trying to fake who he really is! Give it up dude everyone knows ur a tool!
hmm, damage control?
THE-DREAM SHOULD BE CALLED THE-NIGHTMARE.
How cruel to say anyone should be better off dead? Be careful of the energy u put out. U reap what u sow.
Next time try harder to take your own life!!! Lier!!!! Hold your head up high xtina...u can do a whole lots better then that jack-@ss...Trust me... I will not be buying any of his CD King of @ss.