On Monday night, Kate Gosselin recounted viewers' top moments of TLC's Jon and Kate Plus 8. And it wasn't always easy for her to look back on past show.
In one episode, Jon, 32, lashed out at Kate, 34, because she criticized him as they tried to dress the kids for an outdoor activity.
“When are you going to pull the stick out?” he snapped.
Looking back, Kate said it was wrong of him to use that crass phrase with her. She then sighed, "Perhaps [that] was a sign of things to come."
During the show, Kate also expressed regret for being mean to him as well. The show featured the couple's biggest "blow up" moment, which involved Kate screaming at Jon as they shopped for Christmas presents at Toys R Us.
Looking back, "He just annoyed me. He was playing with toys," she said.
But she was sorry for yelling at him so loud - especially because it was caught on camera. "Yeah, that was a wake up call for me," she said. "Not so good to do that in public."
Sure, she has some regrets. But looking back at old footage, Kate said she isn't the one who changed during their 10-year marriage.
"I was me all along," she said. "Jon discovered he was somebody different than we had known him to be."