yes it is something that you need to see!

Monique L Jan 18th, 2007 - 19:51:08
What we (the fans) are hearing Cameron is that basically you are a totally different person then what you play on screen. I think you should just stick to playing somebody that you are not and not bother showing your true side. It is very disappointing. Justin is a free man; he can do whatever he wants. The more you show that it bothers you the more you look bad and I am sure that, that is all the paparazzi is looking for right now so I would stay on the down low. I don't mean to be so harsh but you asked for it. Just think about it. You work for us! The fans are your boss and you are very upsetting right now. Take any advice you can get. If you wanted a personal and private life you should have thought about a different career. You can't win them all.
JenniferJan 19th, 2007 - 13:06:53
Yea, but do you at all agree with the fact in that there is no sexy, there is no perfect, but what there is is there is unique?
Monique LJan 19th, 2007 - 23:14:50
I think that there is sexy. It is like being unique with sex appeal. Am I wrong? I do think that there is no such thing as perfect though. what are your opinions?
JenniferJan 20th, 2007 - 01:06:50
Monique, you set a strange idea upon me. Well, if you say there is no perfect, it can’t mean your one of the liars that walked the earth. I guess you can only bring sexy back if you have a great and loving personality who doesn’t take being famous for granted. Now tell me am I right?
Jennifer Jan 20th, 2007 - 01:07:58
Oh, and thanks for saying that there is a unique
moniqueJan 26th, 2007 - 19:52:55
Hi Jennifer.

Sorry to take so long at responding.
I think that sexy is all of the above. Personality, attitude, looks (of course) and just being yourself. And it doesn't mean that if you are missing one thing that you are not sexy. I think that there are diff types of sexy. Personality plays a huge factor in being sexy.
JenniferJan 26th, 2007 - 23:09:41
Hey Monique

I agree. I really really agree. This is fun. Fun and scary, and yet I read your stuff over Us weekly. Thanks for doing that. My dad is poo poo head. Hard to believe. Hes a great guy, he just did that to impersonate everyone else. Do you understand? I was messing with his blackberry, and i was screaming half to death: 'Oh my goodness! Monique saved the blog!' To tell you the truth you really did that. Now Im goanna be up all night on the internet. Who knew I would ever do this and interact with the devistating world of lies. This will be in Freefall, a book I'm writing about this whole situation with the truth and being sexy or unique, and liking Jeter. It is a Freefall. Now the way I see it is me jumping off a plane and falling through Deja vu as well as being followed by the same things over and over again:
a moon
Starbucks coffee
and so on
get back to me asap, Im in dead shock. Oops, get should have been capitalized. Do you go to Starbucks coffee, or do they have them in Canada? If they do get a java frappuchino some time, and you may see my name on the coffe cup under the way I see it.
This sort of explains the way I see it.
JenniferJan 26th, 2007 - 23:11:14
I cant believe I just did that
MoniqueJan 28th, 2007 - 06:45:39
Sorry Jennifer. I feel bad. I didn't know that was your dad. Ummmmm. Of course there are Star Bucks in Canada. lol. You really need to get out and see the world. I will have to try the Java frap for sure. Good luck with trying save the world from all the lies. I don't think you are going to have very much success in it though. It is a lost cause. We may understand what you are saying and alot may agree completely with you but we are human and are bound to do right and wrong. Like you said. Nobody is perfect. ttyl.
jenniferJan 28th, 2007 - 13:41:41
Monique. This whole thing is becoming connected! Java frapuchino is one of my chapters in freefall. You cant get me wrong im being frequently followed. I cant even believe im doing this! My friend who is a total jerk now after lying to me about being a girl who had everything in common with me created the line 'there is no sexy there is no perfect but what there is is theres unique' when she went online and saw lies about jeter, and then thats how i call this the devestating world of lies. Just recently i started bloging and now i agree in how devestating the world of lies can be. How often do you check this? At any rate, now do you get my way of words? Get back to me though. Again, theres so much more to everything!
jenniferJan 28th, 2007 - 14:07:53
Monique, my dads a cool guy, he got a few laughs. But anyway im serious that java frapuchino is one of my chapters in freefall. Dont get me wrong this is really wierd and everything is clicking together. You and anonymous dont understand that at a yankee game a year ago, no one understood that i saw these things constantly and was followed by them. I told my parents i liked jeter as a half joke half truth senairio.
Now whenever i hear certain songs or see certain things i feel im going back to that time. Jeter was on sixty minutes the next night and i had this undergoing dream that he and those things were leading me to obssesion.
Many months passed and yea, a friend of mine, who is a jerk now for impersonating a girl having everything in common with me--including being followed and being obssesed, told me once 'jennifer, remember this line: there is no sexy there is no perfect but what there is is theres unique. Later i read through a book about horiscope and was followed by a moon and soon starbucks coffee. I sent them a message. I hope they take it in. Oh and my dad wants to know your age. Im goanna have to stop typing cause the devistating world of lies can delete my post. Get me again, theres more to the story. Until then, thanks Monique for everything
JenniferJan 28th, 2007 - 14:32:41
Oh and usweekly has gotten WAY out of hand. Theres a comment from me waiting. Sorry I got you into this.
MoniqueJan 28th, 2007 - 18:01:20
Hi Jennifer. I think that you should free your mind. You think way to hard. It is hurting my brain thinking about it. There will always be lies. And in answer to your dad's question. I am 22. Don't worry; you never got me into that bad blog. I just like to get on people's nerves especially when they take it to heart. Those are the people you can peg out to be insecure and I feel that it helps them when they get a little upset. They can get it all out you know? I don't let anyone bring me down. If it helps them to rant. All the more power to them. By the way you are one insightful chick. I wish that I could say that I get everything that I read of yours but I don't.... not all the time anyway. You are deep, I am staight to the point. I am trying though:)
JenniferJan 28th, 2007 - 21:01:14
Monique, we need a plan. Make me happy. Keep trying to get my insght. But Im only eleven. Another thing is Im the Derek imposter. Hard to believe. I wrote a letter to Starbucks saying: 'I see life like a freefall.....though freefall is something you can never put your finger on. You fall through striking vibes of deja vu, with music as its heartbeat. You fall through chills.....chills, but the question is, what does life mean by chills?' Something like that. That came off of the top of my head. Go to Starbucks. I went to a coffee house called greenwich coffee today because i dont have a starbucks close to me. I got a caramel frappe. But they call it a frappe because you can get frapuchinos at starbucks, no where else. Monique, this is great, I want to do this forever, but I dont even know who you are. The guy on us really is, going heywire, but thats okay. Write me back soon, tell me how Starbucks is when you get the chance. You keep your heart. I'll do the same
JenniferJan 29th, 2007 - 00:07:14
Oh, and Monique, I cant get you and anything else off my mind
Im like that
moniqueJan 30th, 2007 - 18:15:43
To my little thinker, Jennifer. Keep thinking the way you do! You will grow up to become a great writer. I had dreams of becoming a writer and I let it go. I guess because I grew up and it wasn't as important to me as it used to be. But I think that writing could make you very happy. Whenever I got sad, mad, or even happy I would write about it. I wish I never stopped. It is funny to look back on what you have written after a few years. lol. You can actually see yourself grow and mature, it is really neat. Well. Chow for now.
JenniferJan 30th, 2007 - 19:45:42
Thank you so much Monique. Your so great, and one day I'll take Freefall somewhere. It is all true. You will be in it. This will be in it. Its almost live. Your almost the only one who hasnt yet called it rambling trash. Everyone critisizes it. Theyre all like the world. They critisize things and people they dont know before they open up to. For no, I cant publish anything with real people being critisized in it, but here's the beginning:Have you ever felt as if you were broke? Poor as in a way of having no house, no money and no one, no one who understands you and who you really are? Even when you hold up a dramatic sign saying, ‘’IM HOMELESS! IM HUNGRY! HELP!’’ people ignore you as if it’s all a stupid lie?
This is how it started: I was dead watchful in the back seat of the car. “Daddy,”
“Yea?”
“You goanna help that poor person with the sign?”
“No”
“Why?”
“Because, it’s all a stupid lie….”
“How is it a stupid lie?”
“Because some of them are millionaires and just beg for money on the streets to make themselves a fortune, while others are homeless and hungry. You can never find out what the truth is.”
JenniferJan 30th, 2007 - 20:12:34
Monique, you still there, girlfriend? Thats sort of the beggining, when I was in the car with my dad, going to Yankee stadium. One question I had was how old you think I was? I told you I was eleven, but I feel in my twenties. People dont really get my way of life. You do, I just know you do.
I told my dad you were twenty two. He asked for your adress and if you were hot.....lol, he's kidding. He's hapily married. But one thing I have is the unanswered question, who are you? I'm meaning, that you could just be a made up person acting up, and one day you'll hurt me or something. I know thats no you but I'm not all for giving out personal info. Dont forget to get a java frap at Starbucks for me and Freefall. What is your job anyway? Anyway, kill anonymous and that other loser for me. I'll be back on usweekly tonight. Catch up with you soon.
Thanks, I'm starting to think harder.
MoniqueJan 30th, 2007 - 21:43:35
Don't worry. I have no way to prove to you that I am who I say I am but all that I can do is tell you the truth and all that you can do is believe. I think that you should let down your gaurd and start to put faith towards people. Of course there will always be people who lie, some people lie in order not to hurt another person, to get out of something that they figure they will get in trouble for or some people lie out of habit. The world can't be perfect, if it was then it would be mighty boring! Just let the bad people be bad, if that is what they choose then so be it. It is going to take alot more then one person to change the bad in the world and some things are not meant to be changed. Have a good life and don't worry too much. There are alot of homeless people here too. I have actually seen one go into a back alley and take off his ratty clothes only to have a suit underneith and then he jumped into his brand new sports car. Your dad is right to an extent; there are some like that but most are actually homeless so it is probably safe just to expect that they are. You are very right as well but it is not worth stressing over. I am an Administrative Assistant for a bankruptcy trustee and so yes I know what it is like to be poor. I see it everyday in my job and also did not grow up with alot of money.
JenniferJan 31st, 2007 - 03:11:21
Monique, Im so sorry, I have no idea what to say. Take this in: it's the next part of Freefall:after 'You can never find out what the truth is.”
This was the day my life flipped. This was the day that without knowing, I set off for this some sort of quest: ‘What’s the truth…..not a stupid lie?’ The poor people with the signs aside the streets of New York set a good example of my feelings and thoughts, starting that day.

I figured in the Bronx I would go on finding this: Poor people holding up sad depressing signs and stealing Poland Spring Water from the venders selling it….like that was it. I could already see it from where I was, Yankee Stadium. I just sort of looked up at my mother, looking down at her People Magazine.
I just sat there and thought in how New York could end up being the devastating world of lies. I had another thought: ‘What does life mean by CHILLS?’
So the poor people were an example. You say Im deep, but your also seen with insight in beetween your writing. You could write a book. That is if your still into writing. You should be. Starbucks coffee is creative. They have ideas. Go there and get a java frapuchino for and Freefall. Keep your eye out for things and ideas. And walking in, ask yourself these questions: 'Are there any songs I've heard reminding me of this?' 'Does this bring back any deja vu?' thats what life is all about. Questions and innacurate answers. Also ask yourself this question: one of the most important, mind also heart squeazing question in Freefall: WHAT DOES LIFE MEAN BY CHILLS?
MoniqueJan 31st, 2007 - 04:49:24
I am having a hard time answering your question. 'What does life mean by chills' Cam you elaborate on that one for me? I will think about writing. I find that I don't have the time for it like I used to.
JenniferJan 31st, 2007 - 10:05:41
Im having a hard time describing this better. I'll take freefall from here:
after 'what does life mean by chills?'
'It started a month ago, when my daddy brought up that fact: “Yankee Stadium, it just, it just gives you chills walking into that place!” He set off to buy tickets in the ‘bigger and better’ section. That made us take the time to drive across this eye drawing highway for two hours, me thinking over how I would have no intention to be as excited as my daddy and five year old brother Liam were. I mean, through my personality, I didn’t have any say in ongoing culture where people being so excited in players posturing all day long, adjusting their batting glove s as all you could do is watch them and listen to the screaming men getting drunk next to you.
For just a quick second, though, I did get this little chill tear through this section inside me, under my heart. Beyond all of the active city life, and restrooms, and hot dog stands, walking into that stadium gave that hitting thrill I didn’t expect to get.'

Sooooooooo, yea, I took chills at Yankee stadium to the next level, monique, and asked, maybe what does life mean by chills. I'm thinking it has something to do with me being followed by so many things.
Im goanna drive you down that eye drawing highway: Your taking this left onto a highway and soon your passing a huge mall and shopping center, to the other side is a small city. Then, within the cities you notice clock towers, and you go on through twists and turns of the highway. You have yet to pass another shopping center, with a clock tower in the center, and then a starbucks coffee joint. There's always a moon in the sky. Furthur on your in New York, your passing the area my friend lives in. The one who taught me lies and started the internt deal, and 'thaere is no sexy, yea, yea, unique, you know the rest.' When I couldnt take it anymore.
This isnt another blog. Just go onto google and type in 'Derek Jeter on sixty minutes.' Click on the first or second one. Read about his interview on the show and tell me what you think back here about how the critics are wrong on usweekly.
The clock towers represent the ticking clocks on sixty minutes.
Starbucks represents 'the way I see it' which is when people send in their ideas of how they see life. They are posted on the coffee cups. Once I drank coffee at home for fun when I saw one of Jeter's x gal pals go for coffee at starbucks on the new york post. In the writimg they used the term 'java' so thats where I nick named it java frapuchino. It looked to be a frappe at any rate.
There are more things I've been followed by. But I have the chance of having this deleted because of length.
Tell me what your take is with Freefall.
Now I feel like going to usweekly and saying its been so real no one gets it through my insight. At least not for now.
JenniferJan 31st, 2007 - 10:10:10
Can I ask you one more question: how much longer are we doing this because I'm in trouble for bloging. I didnt mean to blog. I just got sick of the lies and sexy back going crazy. I wanted to proove my point. Now your name is changed to wannabeunique.
Oh well. Im taking my thinking on now.
JenniferJan 31st, 2007 - 17:15:01
No, wait, I'm not turning on you! I said now your name is changed to 'wannabeunique' because that guy on usweekly said that. I was talking in a way saying, 'Im sorry, I didnt mean to make that guy say anything to hurt you. Is it my fault people are calling you that.' That was all. If you dont get my question, thats alright! I just ment what is the defenition of chills in my own way. I had to word things better. Please get me back. I cant loose this excitement. Its just my way of thinking.
This is saying I think a little too hard
JenniferJan 31st, 2007 - 17:20:28
Please dont say I'm immature.
JenniferJan 31st, 2007 - 17:20:53
Please
MoniqueJan 31st, 2007 - 19:50:31
That's ok. I guess it was the way you wrote it. It sounded like you were upset that noone was geting your point. I am sorry. I have helped you all that I can. Time for a new subject. I really don't care what one person has to say about me. I don't know what happened to my last comment but it is gone. Sorry about the immature thing. Really!
JenniferJan 31st, 2007 - 21:01:11
Thank you Monique. I wrote that at five pm last night and couldnt sleep.My question now is, what do you think of freefall? Just because Im eleven doesnt mean you can hate me. Thats how life has to go I guess. I wish I was twenty two so I could show off my true side more and heck! Even marry Jeter. I do love to write. I becam addicted in fourth grade. But Freefall is, as said 100% truth. You're in it. Soon to be, on chapter sixty something: the way I see it. This is too fun, but I'm takin in as an online chatter and a pro at bloging. Thats a bad thing from my mother's point of view. She thinks you want something from me. You dont. I do. All I want is the truth. You gave me part one to that.
JenniferFeb 1st, 2007 - 21:27:58
Do this now, go to search into m and c search jessica biel. Click biel and Jeter no longer dating--hurry, do it now, it has to do with us
JenniferFeb 2nd, 2007 - 03:03:03
Get me back, Im goanna keep thinking now

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I trusted you and that is why i took our convorsation to the heart. You know what? You trusted me too. I know you did. On the jeter page you told me your secret when you were young. You told me how you did not grow up with a lot of money. there it is. Now everyone can read it. I trusted you. I thought you would never turn into a Kaitlan and do this to me. Now you did and I have hurt you just like you did to me.

Hey. Thank you to all of you that have tried to get Jennifer off my back. Yes. This is the real Monique. Just to let you know Jennifer, I found a way that I can block you from trying to send me a million messages a day on HI5 so don't even bother trying. I was never your bestfriend. I do not have time to make online friends and don't even think that would even be a possibility. All we did was write eachother a few times. I know what your condition is but it is something that you have to learn to control. I am glad that I can help. I am forcing you out of my life. You all would be smart to do the same thing. The one time I decide to blog and I find Jennifer. Just my luck. By the way. That post stating that I am going to call the cops was not me. The only part that was right was the harrassing part.

hello mandy~!

Hi girls! I know it's late, but I've had a super busy day. I just wanted to stop in really quick and say hi and hope everyone had a good weekend. And I know I haven't gotten more pictures out, but I promise I'll do it soon!!!

BTW- DDub, I was 20 when my first daughter was born and it IS pretty scary, but it's the most awesome experience ever!!! Good luck!

did you all see the board where there are like 9 jennifers posting all at the same time?

4:36 For some reason that just does not suprise me one bit. She just has that ho vibe HA HA HA,(sounded funny to me).

witchy, you and your trickery...I thought it might be you....silly goose.:):)hehe

Eva Longoria not having sex??? That's hilarious. My brother-in-laws' cousins went to high school with her years ago in Corpus Christi, Texas and they say she was a big ho, she'd sleep with every guy.

Do you guys like people who are big fat blue whales?

Do chickens have large talons?

4:12 PM Anonymous Says:

D-Dub, it is an experience that just changes everyday, I am glad you are happy one way or another, a baby changes everything, and if you are I wish you nothing but happiness and love. Like I said before I am just an anonymous anon, who just happened to follow this blog this morning, and got intrested in your chatting with the others, but again GOOD LUCK either way.
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Thank you so very much! That really means alot! : )

Hey, make up a name, chat with us everyday! We would love to talk to you! I'm about to leave in a minute (i feel bad) so I guess hopefully i'll talk to you tommorow? Bye girly!

BYE HAYLEY

Girls you will be the first to know in the morning.. before Chris even. mwahaha. .

yeah, the super powers make your maturity level soar! It's sweet.

D Dub of course you are scared it would be crazy if you were not your whole life is flashing in front of you and it's not your life anymore you'll be fine. Let me know when you find out for sure!!!! lol