Lil Xan‘s fiancée, Annie Smith, revealed in a heartbreaking post on Saturday, April 6, that she had suffered a miscarriage less than two months after revealing she and the rapper were expecting their first child together.
“These were taken the first day we met and the first few months we knew each other,” the 18-year-old content creator began an Instagram caption alongside a series of videos from her pregnancy. “Feels like a lifetime ago. the moment i met you i knew you were special. i fell head over heels in love with you and only love you more and more every single day.”
Smith added that she “didn’t know it was possible to feel this way about another human” and that “starting a family with you has been the most magical, beautiful blessing God has given me.”
The tribute continued: “Today i feel a hurt i never knew existed. a pain that comes from my soul. to my beautiful angel, mommy loves you more than she ever knew possible. you have made me the happiest woman in the world knowing i had the chance to be your mommy. feeling you grow inside my body has been the most special gift i have been given, my prayers were answered with you.”
Smith concluded the post with a nod to the “Betrayed” singer, 22, whose real name is Nicholas Diego Leanos. “I wish you could’ve known how truly blessed you were to have a daddy like diego,” she wrote. “We love you little angel. Always.”
Though Xan — who is currently on tour — didn’t elaborate on the situation, he did take to his Instagram Stories on Saturday to share that he wasn’t “feeling well today.” He added: “I’m sorry if I’m M.I.A. for the next few days, I just need to get my mind right. I love you guys to death.”
Smith’s emotional reveal comes a little over a month after she suffered a miscarriage scare. She shared in an Instagram post in February that her fiancé rushed to be by her side after she went to urgent care for “bleeding vaginally,” which could have been a sign of losing the baby.
Smith disabled the comments on her post on Saturday after facing backlash following her pregnancy announcement in February, when Instagram users accused her of posting a fake ultrasound photo. She later noted that “a person has already admitted to photoshopping the pictures,” but wouldn’t name them, simply adding, “This person hates me and thinks Diego is better off with somebody else.”