Philip Seymour Hoffman’s Partner Mimi O’Donnell Opens Up About His Addiction Battle

Mimi O'Donnell and Philip Seymour Hoffman attend the premiere of "The Ides of March" at the Ziegfeld Theater on October 5, 2011 in New York City.
Mimi O'Donnell and Philip Seymour Hoffman attend the premiere of 'The Ides of March' at the Ziegfeld Theater in New York City on October 5, 2011. Gilbert Carrasquillo/FilmMagic

Philip Seymour Hoffman’s longtime partner, Mimi O’Donnell, opened up in a new essay for Vogue about the late actor’s 2014 death and battle with addiction.

“From the beginning [of our relationship], Phil was very frank about his addictions,” the costume designer wrote. “He told me about his period of heavy drinking and experimenting with heroin in his early 20s, and his first rehab at 22. He was in therapy and AA, and most of his friends were in the program. Being sober and a recovering addict was, along with acting and directing, very much the focus of his life.”

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However, years after the couple met in 1999, the Oscar winner relapsed. “The first tangible sign came when, out of nowhere, Phil said to me, ‘I’ve been thinking I want to try to have a drink again. What do you think?’ I thought it was a terrible idea, and I said so,” O’Donnell wrote. “Sobriety had been the center of Phil’s life for over 20 years, so this was definitely a red flag.”

O’Donnell wrote that Hoffman slowly began abusing prescription pills before returning to heroin, the drug that eventually caused him to overdose and die at the age of 46 in February 2014. “Every day was filled with worry. Every night, when he went out, I wondered, ‘Will I see him again?’” she recalled.

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Two trips to rehab followed. O’Donnell made the decision to ask the Capote actor to move to a nearby apartment in New York City’s West Village to “maintain a little distance” from their children, Cooper, now 14, Tallulah, 11, and Willa, 9.

“For the first time I realized that his addiction was bigger than either of us,” she wrote. “I bowed my head and thought, ‘I can’t fix this.’ It was the moment that I let go. I told him, ‘I can’t monitor you all the time. I love you, I’m here for you, and I’ll always be here for you. But I can’t save you.’”

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In late 2013 and early 2014, Hoffman filmed The Hunger Games: Mockingjay — Part 1 in Atlanta. He started using again when he returned home to New York, O’Donnell wrote, and died just three days later.

“I had been expecting him to die since the day he started using again, but when it finally happened it hit me with brutal force,” O’Donnell recalled. “I wasn’t prepared. There was no sense of peace or relief, just ferocious pain and overwhelming loss. The most difficult — the impossible — thing was thinking, ‘How do I tell my kids that their dad just died? What are the words?’”

Nearly four years later, O’Donnell and her kids still talk about Hoffman “constantly,” she wrote. “We open up, and it brings us together and keeps his spirit alive.”

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