Tila Tequila has not been invited to her purported fiance Casey Johnson's funeral, set for this week, UsMagazine.com has learned.
A source close to the MTV reality star, 28, tells Us, "She wants so badly to go to the funeral, but nobody will give her the details or tell her anything. She is extremely frustrated, as what she shared with Casey was real and special. Nobody understood."
Over the weekend, Tila (real name: Tila Nguyen) told E! News: "I don't want to talk about the funeral. I wasn't allowed to go, and I am so upset. I can't sleep, and I am on suicide watch."
Tila has been engaged in a war of words with friends of Johnson, who accuse the reality star of using the baby oil heiress for media attention.
Tila has been firing back, saying that Johnson's family and friends never cared about her. Over the weekend, she Twittered: "The family cut Casey out for 5 years! They knew nothing about her except that she was sad...until she met me. LESBIAN MARRIAGE. Not accepted."
She seemed to be in better spirits by early Monday morning.
Tila Twittered that she was feeling "happy again" and planned to announce news about her record label that will help people.
Meanwhile, it appears that Johnson -- who was found dead Jan. 4 at age 30 -- hasn't been buried. RadarOnline reported that a funeral occurred Sunday, but sources close the family say she has not been laid to rest.