Kendra Wilkinson decided to forgive her husband, Hank Baskett, following his June 2014 cheating scandal, but that doesn’t mean she didn’t seek out other men. In an exclusive sneak peek of Friday’s episode of Kendra on Top, the former Playboy Playmate admits that she contemplates having revenge sex and that texting with former flings helps boost her confidence.
“When I went down that aisle and I married [Hank], I said to myself, ‘I’m leaving everything behind I’m never looking at another guy in my life, this is the man,’ and now because of the shake-up, I looked at other men again,” the mom to Hank Jr., 5, and Alijah, 15 months, tells her friends in the clip. “It just sucks being hurt.”
Wilkinson’s confidence boost came when she “woke up from the misery one day,” “looked in the mirror,” and felt “I still got it.”
“I’m about to go get it,” she recalled feeling. “I’m like, ‘Oh my god, this makes me feel confident and young.’ I want to feel sexy again.”
Despite rekindling her marriage with the former NFL star, who confessed to his scandalous encounter with transgender model in an intense episode of Marriage Boot Camp, Wilkinson told her gal pals that she feels validated getting attention from other men.
“I have some guys I’ve been texting lately that I think are not just in the friend category…even just a ‘Hey’ from a guy from my past turns me the f—k on,” Hugh Hefner’s ex told the camera. “I’m tying my hardest to distance myself from that feeling. I’m like, ‘I’m married again,’ but when a guy hits me up it’s hard to shut that feeling off.”
Watch the clip above and catch Kendra on Top Fridays at 9 p.m. ET on WE tv.
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