Caitlyn Jenner loves her life, but would rather bypass the flashing lights. In a new sneak peek of the next I Am Cait episode, the former Olympian admits that traveling with her girlfriends to Northern California turned out to be a nice escape from what she’s used to back in Malibu.

“I am really enjoying the peace and quiet up here," Jenner, 65, says in the clip. "It is so nice to be free. In L.A. I have the media coming after me and there is no privacy, and hey, I get it. I'm doing this very publicly so I can understand that. But it also can drive you crazy. I don't want to go back home."

Jenner has the realization while having a conversation with trans friends Candis Cayne and Chandi Moore. ”I’ve been thinking, ‘Damn, I am way too comfortable.’ I’ve been comfortable by myself my entire life,” Jenner explains.

She adds: “This trip, I've been not at my house, I've been out, feeling extraordinarily comfortable being myself — and to be honest with you, it's scary, because I'm already thinking I don't want to go back there."

Jenner spoke about her transition for the first time in a 20/20 interview with Diane Sawyer that premiered back in April. The pair met at Jenner’s secluded $3.5 million Malibu pad, which she purchased for more privacy.

Watch the video above.

I Am Cait airs Sundays at 8 p.m. ET on E!