Video: Janice Dickinson in Tears: "I'm Having Thoughts of Suicide"
UsMagazine.com has your first peek at the new season of VH1's Celebrity Rehab 4, featuring Janice Dickinson, who is being treated for alcohol abuse.
In the above clip, she describes her painstaking struggle to stay sober.
"I'm ashamed," she tells her counselor. "It's really painful."
Who else is joining her in rehab?
Sober for years, she tells him that she's "slipped" and "created a lot of damage ... this shame is overbearing."
At one point, the teary-eyed model, 55, tells him, "I'm having thoughts of suicide."
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Though her counselor tries to support her, she is inconsolable. "I wanted to go to the bathroom ... I wanted to try to hang myself," she tells him. "I want it to ... end."
She then demands to go to the hospital before letting out a giant wail.
Watch VH1's Celebrity Rehab 4 Dec. 1 at 10/9c.
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7I think the media are sick to air such. How would you like to see your family member on the net or TV like that.
janice dickinson seemed so self assured and quite the drama queen on ANTM and her other show about models she hired .. just goes to show that alcohol is not known as the "demon drink" for nothing.. look at the hell it has created for her and she is not alone in hollywood there.
Janice I hope you seek help. This is so sad. Suicide hurts your family more than you know. They will be riddled with guilt for the rest of their lives if you do it.
This looks like another attempt by a celebrity who has no career to get some attention!
Omg, her poor children. This is really pathetic. She should be ashamed.
She is NOTHING BUT a drama queen!!! Wonder why your depressed??? Carve yourself up some more with plastic surgery, you look like hell, sorry you paid for that!!! How about coming down from your high horse Miss "I'm the first ever super model." It pays to be a real person in life.
dam, that's sad!